You may have noticed that I haven't been very active on the blog lately. Well, to be quite honest, I have really been struggling with finding God's direction for my life right now. Life has not been easy for us over the past several months, and we have just been crying out for God to show us what he wants us to do with our life. We have been unsure if we have really been making a difference in our current ministries. We have faced a lot of criticism and have had to bring it before the Lord and ask Him what He has been trying to teach us.
This has been our prayer for a while now:
PSALM 5: 1-8
Are we where God wants us to be? Are we walking in the right path? Are we approaching ministry the way we should? Are we really making a difference where we are? Should we be doing something different? Do we have a future where we are ministering now, or is it time to move on? These are all questions we have been asking the Lord recently, but over the past couple of weeks we have felt sure of the answer that the Lord has been speaking to us...1 O LORD, hear me as I pray;
pay attention to my groaning.
2 Listen to my cry for help, my King and my God,
for I pray to no one but you.
3 Listen to my voice in the morning, LORD.
Each morning I bring my requests to you and wait expectantly.4 O God, you take no pleasure in wickedness;
you cannot tolerate the sins of the wicked.
5 Therefore, the proud may not stand in your presence,
for you hate all who do evil.
6 You will destroy those who tell lies.
The LORD detests murderers and deceivers.7 Because of your unfailing love, I can enter your house;
I will worship at your Temple with deepest awe.
8 Lead me in the right path, O LORD,
or my enemies will conquer me.
Make your way plain for me to follow.
PERSEVERE!!
per·se·vere/ˌpərsəˈvi(ə)r/
Verb:
Continue in a course of action even in the face of difficulty or with little or no indication of success.
per·se·vere
[pur-suh-veer]
1.to persist in anything undertaken; maintain a purpose inspite of difficulty, obstacles, or discouragement; continue steadfastly.
"...but we also exult in our tribulations, knowing that tribulation brings about perseverance; and perseverance, proven character; and proven character, hope; and hope does not disappoint, because the love of God has been poured out within our hearts through the Holy Spirit who was given to us."Romans 5: 3-5 (NASB)
In the past couple of weeks, God has showed us in so many ways that we really are making a difference. He as showed us that we are where He wants us to be right now and that our perseverance is paying off. He has told us to hold on...He has spoken to our hearts, telling us that just because we have been facing difficulty doesn't mean that we are not pleasing Him. We have cried out for His vision and He has given it to us! We have kept on going and He has sustained us!!
What have we learned through this?
We have learned that nothing makes you feel more fabulous than making a difference in the lives of others. It can be as simple as just being there to listen to someone. Sometimes that makes all the difference! We have learned that no matter what happens, we will love the people that God has put in our path, and we will continue reaching out to them. We will surrender our circumstances to the Lord. We will not worry; we will just keep working for the Kingdom, enjoying all of God's blessings on us and not looking at what we lack.
What a fabulous way to live!